Would have turned out better if the car wasn’t so dirty.
I’ve done all my laundry, cleaned/deep cleaned my house, color cordinated my closet, work is done, school is done, nails are painted… honestly there is just absolutely nothing to do and so I’m left alone with my thoughts. As I’m sitting here, listening to music I start to think, ‘what’s the point of life’? Honestly. To strive for success and happiness? But WHY? Here’s human life in a nutshell: School. Work. Reproduce. Die. That’s it honestly, and for the majority of that time, humans are unhappy and struggling in one way or another. I can’t help but feel like we’re living for nothing. Obviously you should make the best of your life, and make memories, and fall in love, and do things to better yourself and the world, but once it’s over, it’s over. You’re dead and to me that just seems unfair… especially since you spent 99% of your life working hard to reach your goals, more than half of us not ever reaching them. You’re always going to be working. Whether it be for money, or towards something. You have to work, otherwise you’re basically not living. Humans strive to be the best, that’s human nature. Competition, is human nature because we all want power.
All this just makes me put my life into perspective you know? What am I going to do with my life? What is anyone going to do with their lives? I look around me and all I see is a community, working to survive. It almost makes me feel as if we’re living to survive, and that’s not living at all. Is that what life is about? Surviving? If so… can I please just give up now?
I need to do some serious soul searching this summer.
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And yes, my butt has been planted on the couch for the past couple days… hence the messy coffee table.
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Thank you SO my Andrew for sending me this stuff! However, I hope you know that the Unlimited collection already had Venture Africa and Extinct Animals.
But honestly… I’m never going to get tired of looking outside my window and seeing this every day.
